Timmy Burns

Watch eeettt!

Tonight I realized that I'm often uncomfortable in situations that I do not control. I have a need to be dominant over the events taking place and I'm not sure if this is good or bad.

I need to dive further into this, because I really don't think that I feel that I have to micro-manage every aspect of every environment that I'm in. I don't really feel like I have to participate at all. But I have a weird inclination to control the crowd, make everyone laugh, be the center of attention (or at least feel like I am).

But then, on the flip side, I really don't mind sharing the spot light. I let people have their time and their events without an issue. I don't always need to be the loudest or most noticed - but I do like to think that I can have those things without a moments notice.

I like entertaining. I like telling stories and making people laugh. I like the attention.

But, I'm not really sure what I'm trying to say here. But I'm working on it. And I think with more thought will come a decision as to whether this is good or bad.